Same Old Song...

So, I've done it again. Local time is... 12:53 and I'm still awake. And again, the reason why I didn't post sooner? Busy. Specifically busy talking to new housemates still, which is a good reason if you ask me. I probably should have posted before I left for home, that way I'd be guaranteed to have posted 'today', ie, 31 May. But I maintain since I haven't slept, it doesn't count as tomorrow yet. Maybe that only makes sense when you're up late after a stressful day.

And today was stressful. Thankfully the trip home was a relatively short one. Making a packing list before I left was infinitely valuable, as was the (slight) amount of tidying up I did before I left. I'm still ashamed of the mess my room is in as a whole, but if I manage to yardsale or get rid of everything I intend to, the situation will be at least a little bit better. 

I've been thinking further about job options and will advertise in the church newsletter, as well as at the library for tutoring. I really, really need something to do. All this illusionary 'spare' time is really messing with my head.

Going home today to collect my things wasn't easy, but I thank God that it was more or less without incident. Some bad news though- looks like Mom's latest health problem may be more serious. Don't know for sure yet. The chances that it is are only %5, but I'm a little worried, especially because she seems to be more or less calm about it... Does that make any sense? I don't know... Anyway... If this is a serious problem, I guess I would have to cut her a little more slack in the things she says/does.

I love them all very much. I hope they really know that. Sometimes I don't think they do. Sometimes it's really hard for me to show them that I love them.

Why can't we all just get along?

Hopefully, I'll post some more pictures tomorrow. Oh- and on another lighter note, there will be a party here tomorrow! Yay!